Quick note. Today I spent my lunch researching games, books, and other items for 4th grade girls--a task I've seen parents doing year after year. I never believed I would be one of them. Then I switched to emailing schools near us to begin setting up appointments. Again, it would have seemed inconceivable just years ago!
As Mike and I ate dinner and wondered what foods Rosie might like to eat, if she'll want to trick-or-treat next year, and what her favorite color is I felt joy. Joy because in the seven years leading up to this, I never really believed Mike and I would be having these conversations.
I also doubted that adopting a child would feel "as exciting" as what I had built pregnancy up to. Yet, it does. And as much as I can't get my hopes up yet, I do feel protective of this child whom I don't know, and I can't wait to nurture and raise her to her fullest potential.
The status of our adoption hasn't changed. Mike has a few more case files to read. Then we have to meet with Rosie's Foster parents, teachers, and then we can agree to parent her or decline. So cautious optimism should be the order of the day, but I'd say I'm really just full blown excited.
2 comments:
Hi Amy,
I just recently started following this blog after a post you made on FB a while back. But I'm so excited for you and Mike! I know you continue with 'cautious optimism' and I will you keep you in my prayers. Parenting is so challenging and yet the best ride you will ever be on. :) Look forward to 'hearing' more of your journey. Best wishes,
Kelly
I am so thrilled for the day you know longer need to be cautious. :) Let the excitement begin.
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